My husband, may his soul be calmed -if it survives, was a juvenile diabetic. Nearing the end of his life, his veins and arteries calcified (they looked like tiny bones in his X-rays and MRIs) and he had multiple mini-strokes due to this, as the needed oxygen for a healthy brain could not make it's way through the calcification. He also had a horrible reaction to several steroid IV injections in his IV feed when he was being treated for a migraine headache. He hallucinated for the rest of his life. His personality changed, and, at times, he was violent towards me and our pets. I am a short and hefty female. My poor husband believed, for the last 3 years of his life, that I was having a love affair with any man who spoke to me. I felt so badly for him, and I miss him, as he was before all his strokes changed his brain wiring.
I have known love and lost it. I have known lust, and acted upon it. I am now at a calm equilibrium - I find men with great brains and tolerably good looks fascinating; but I am no longer a crazy, hot-blooded female seeking a mate. I do suffer from depression, and I always wish I had more money. I've learned to handle the depression, with much counseling, and a cocktail of two medications each day. Unless I win a lottery (and I only buy a ticket once or twice a year), I think I'll always want more money; just so I could travel once a year for two weeks, or own a vehicle, and to be able to give more to my favorite charities.
I do have very strong opinions about quite a few things.... and you will hear about all of them, as time goes by and I continue to blog here.
In the meantime, a few of my favorite photos from my travels:
A traditional seaweed roof in the Jutland area of Denmark
Torhamn, Blekinge, Sweden - where my maternal grandfather grew to adulthood
The Troy, Kansas Courthouse was about a mile away from where my father grew up
This photo of the Chincoteague Channel was taken where my mother grew up;
she was 10 when this photo was taken...
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